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2011-02-07T13:46:00.001+08:00

안녕하세요! Hello!

Its been a long time since my last post. I think I will no longer write in chinese.

안녕! Bye!

2010-03-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

你知道吗？
每次当我看《冒险奇兵》的时候，我都好想一起去玩，一起去冒险，想挑战自己。看见王仁甫在节目上过关就想起当时5566在《少年特工队》的时候玩的游戏。你们玩的游戏都很有挑战性。我都好想参加，想去体会那些游戏！！！在电视上看你们很卖命的玩游戏，有时候还会搞笑，但你们在拼命过关而我们在家里笑。还记得爱的小手打脚地版，我们只能听声音不知道有多痛。我真的好想式一式，想感觉一下。我好希望新加坡也有这种节目，但新加坡的艺人应该不敢上这种节目吧。新加坡很小，不知道在那里玩才好。台湾地方很大，可以在不同的地方玩，感觉也会不一样。
有时候看了《少年特工队》或《冒险奇兵》后，我回想想看在学校里可不可以玩。我也会换一个方式晚一样的游戏。因为我们一队有20个人，所以有些游戏会玩很久。可以说是《少年特工队》和《冒险奇兵》让我有idea。但我本身真的真的好想参加！！！
5566加油！！！Won't Give Up!!!
永远此持5566的人！！！

2010-03-13T16:08:00.001+08:00

想知道答案。能告诉我吗？
我不知道今年我买的生日卡从新加坡寄去台湾，你有没有收到？虽然有一点晚，但我希望能明白我的心意。我不太会说话，想到你会看到就很慌，不知道要说什么才好。但只想祝福你也让你知道我会永远支持你和5566！！！
5566加油！！！Won't Give Up!!!
永远此持5566的人！！！

2010-02-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

好累哦！时间过得很快，一转眼就要考试了，又过了一年。先祝我新年快乐！本来还以为新年快到了，学校没那么快考试，还可以玩几天。没想到新年一过，马上就要考试了。还在烦学校的事，心里好难过哦。回头想想我在这一年里做了什么，突然想到很多往事。还记得在2009年头的时候，看5566台东的跨年表演就让我很开心。我心里一直出现一个问题：“不知道明年（2010）还能不能看见5566的表演？”。因为我知道当我认识5566时，我已经晚了7年。他们可能明天就结散，我也不晓得。我告诉我自己不能想这样多，不管多久，5566始终会在我的心中，永远不变。希望有一天5566会回到从前一样的疯狂。还记得疯狂的我知道你的生日后，就买了生日卡给孙协志。从新加坡寄去台湾。不知道你有没有受到？一直在看完全娱乐的我是期待能再看到5566。日子一天一天的过，失望越来越大。到八月的时候，记得是仁甫的生日，我也同样的买了生日卡从新加坡寄去台湾。天真的我以为仁甫会回信。我也一直等。年尾时，看见魔幻1+1的出现让我很担心。不知道5566会怎样？但是5566到城都表演时，我心里是多么的开心，以为5566还有机会发片，在唱歌，在跳舞，在表演，在开演唱会。听见孙协志和王仁甫要来新加坡录《三菜一汤》我好开心好开心。开心到你问我叫什么明我都不知道。想亲自看看你们都不行。因为我不知道你会在那里。说新加坡大不大，说新加坡校也不小，想找一个人并不容易。我不想被你们误会以为我是狗仔。不知道你们会不会以为我是神经病，一直跟你们。但是这热清的心很快的又碎了。看见新闻说5566在2009年12月31日后就解散了。当我听见时，就找視頻证明是真的。在《康熙来了》看到，也从孙老板的口中听到，整個心真的是很痛很痛。。。

一年过去了，孙协志的生日要到了但是初一邮差叔叔不上班，不知道晚一点你还是回收得到吗？我希望你的生日过得很开心，永远开心，要照顾好身体。身体好才有力气在拚。祝福你。。。 =）
5566加油！！！Won't Give Up!!!
永远此持5566的人！！！

5566加油！！！

2009-12-18T19:13:00.002+08:00

刚考完式！放假了！耶！心里有好多话不知该怎样，就把想说的话都打了出来。小时候看电视时，都在想‘人怎么可以跑进去的？’。慢慢长大后就知道那是在演戏，突然有了当艺人的想法。很喜欢唱歌但唱得不怎么好听，很喜欢演戏但又怕，喜欢跳舞却又不会，爱说话的我也喜欢搞笑。我认为只要我身边的人过得快乐，我也无所谓。看见他们笑，他们开心，我也就开心。还记得在2004年，中学二年级时，有一首歌让我好感动让我想唱。这首歌就叫“守候”。那时候，觉得写和唱这首歌的人把歌唱得很有感觉。我这个人听歌是听歌词的，喜欢有意义的歌词。我对唱这首歌得人并不认识也不知道是谁，只喜欢歌。到了2008年中，大会考那年，在新加坡看了一部戏叫“格斗天王”，戏里面有个人叫“段于乔”，他好帅喔，又演得很真实。我就喜欢了“段于乔”。你还记得这句话吗：“喜欢你的方式，或许不是你喜欢的，但并不代表它不是全心全意。我倔强，我退缩，是因为我害怕，害怕不能给你最好的。。。”。这句话是你对叶优里说的，也就是这句话感动了我。是“段于乔”让我认识了孙协志也认识了5566，每天都想着5566。5566是第一个让我这么疯狂的歌手。慢慢的就在网上找有关5566的视频，演唱会也好，看见你们以前所做过的事，玩过的游戏，唱过的歌，演过的戏，跳的舞，我都学了起来。说是漫游中国，偷心Yes I Love You,Easy Come Easy Go,爱情漫游，好久不见，我都把舞步记了起来。知道了好多好多关于5566的事，从出道到现在，主持的节目，“综艺大喝彩”，“少年特工队”，“完全娱乐”，上的节目，“快乐大本营”，还有很多很多，我都把他一个一个得找出来。在看视频看时或听你们的歌时，我都会对自己傻笑。时间过得很快，在这6年的时间里，我错过了好多东西，让我好后悔。知道5566在2008年头曾经来过新加坡但为什么我不早点认识，心里就很难过，很痛。每天看报纸希望可以看到“5566在发片，将来到新加坡办签唱会”的新闻，但到现在都没看见但却看见5566要解散的新闻。看见这片报道，心里就很难过好想大哭。上了桥杰立官方网站才知道是假的。看见王仁甫当爸爸，看见王仁甫结婚，看见王绍伟开面包店，看见孙协志在内地拍戏，能在电视上看见5566，我都很开心很开心。就算没亲自体验你们的那种疯狂但我知道当时是快乐的。现在，每个人都各自忙各的不知道几时才可以看见5566在一起玩游戏，唱歌，跳舞，模仿。到现在，5566的慢歌，快歌都很好听。慢歌很有feeling，快歌都形容得很high，很棒！我以为在2009年还有机会看见你们但还是没消息。终于在2009年11月在网上看见说你和仁甫来新加坡录影，但还是晚了一步。我担心如果我一直跟着你们，你们也会不会觉得很烦？我不是狗仔，我只想和你们有一张合照，也想要你们的签名，要5566的周边商品。一个也好，但我朋友说我只联想到你们，我就high乐起来，当一看见你本人时，我应该会晕了吧。哈哈。。。现在发生了不想发生得事，王绍伟是不是打算不续约，许孟哲要去当兵了。我好希望5566在合体，这也是我的愿望。希望不会太迟。。。说了好多喔！真不好意识！5566加油！！！Won't Give Up!!!

2010你最想看到怎样的5566？我现在刚刚喜欢5566但是希望不会太迟。我希望5566 在2010 年在发片，然后再开演唱会！！！因为我错过了6年，我不想再错过这机会。无论如何，我都要5566这个团体永远存在，继续打破纪录，继续玩的那么疯。如果他们在发片，我一定会支持，一定会去，一定要合照，一定要让他们知道到现在，还是有人默默的支持他们。希望他们可以继续唱下去，也希望他们会有跟多的作品让我看了都为他们感到开心。

永远此持5566的人！！！

2009-09-15T13:54:00.002+08:00

I really like 5566 very much even till now. I like them in end of 2008 cos of 1 show, i like them. but now, there is so many idol group around and they are getting old. i hope they still can continue the times where they play games together and singing new songs, come out new album. i really hope they dont dismiss. jia you 5566. even if there is other newer idol group, 5566 THE 1ST ASIAN IDOL GROUP!!! JIA YOU 5566!!!! waiting for you...

2009-07-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

aiya... 5566 where are you??? I really like your so deep now. I also understand lastime my friends are so crazy about you guys. i really like you guys. I hope it is not too late... come to singapore fast!!!

School work are driving me crazy. feel like doing nothing but all in my mind. i just simple dont know how to put it in words. i like to present but i dont know why i can not talk infront of my classmate. perhaps they are all new too me. if it is in the secondary school, i think it will not be a problem... very fan fanfanfanfanfanfanfanfanfanfanfan!!!! his birthday coming. yet in the same school. met him in the bus. but never talk to him. why??? has i lost that feeling? or i found some other one that i like??? i really dont knowi really need 5566 to save me, to listern to me or alse i might go nuts... but i really can not find them!!!! how to find 5566. can someone teach me???please!!!!!!!

2009-05-01T11:03:00.002+08:00

today is labour day, no school. poly life starts in april 20 and it is the 2nd week of school, i can feel there will be alot of presure coming towards me. projects and presentation. i am not worried about presentation but i worried that i can not catch up with the lesson cos some maths topic i never learn before. its like to relearn everything. this really sux. you got to read and understand not just doing it. its quite tiring. there is still other stuff to thing of. stuff like ict society, Ambassador, projects, presentation and my cca. now my mind is like keep on working non-stop. even sleeping still think of the project. cant rest in peace.
Join the ict society with my friends. we went for the camp together, went for interviews together but i got in and hes out. he called me that night. i can feel that he is really sad but i cant do anything. i felt really sad i felt really useless. i cant even solve a simple problem. but i ask myself what can i do to hep him. but i guess nothing. maybe just be there when he needs someone to talk to. we also join in the ambassador thing together too. he got in to the 2nd round. he called me that night i can hear from his voice that he is really happy. im happy for him too. but after that, there is no news of him. wonder how is it.
As a friend for 5 year and this year is going to be 6. i really dont know what m i surpose to do. too tired of thinking of work, to busy with projects, too helpless towards friends. i really at a lost......

Heard that they are coming out a new album. thinking when will they come to singapore? thinking will he know me? thinking what i will do after seeing them. what will be my reaction. i am your new fann from singapore. i really dont what i can do to help them boost their 'ren qi' up? what i know is that i will always support them and hope they DONT dismiss...

2009-03-07T18:41:00.002+08:00

more than 2 weeks have past. wondering have he received the letter or someone else have taken it. no reply no nothing. i knoe that they will just go online and read whats going on and they never give their comment on the net. but i really wish they will reply me or something. just to make sure that he have received. the letter never come back to me. i know they may think that i am a news media or reporter so they dare not to reply and maybe because it is their company rule that they can not reply and letter to outsider.

i am just a student. it will only make me feel happy if they reply me. that show that they have received and read my letter. i dont think they will reply anymore. what a letdown....

2009-02-18T21:23:00.002+08:00

i send him a birthday card. wonder has it reach taiwan? did he received already? or has it been missing among all the letter? how would he react if he saw the letter? will he reply me? i really dont know. how i wish i was in taiwan and wish my happy birthday personally. but how i m to wish him? i am not his kin or anyone close to him. i know him but he may not know me. if he see a ugly girl like me what will he think? to get further away from me??? i hope he will reply. really really hope he will... waiting...

2008-12-29T11:58:00.002+08:00

祝我生日快樂

2008-12-24T14:45:00.003+08:00

我喜歡這首歌非常。歌詞也是非常有意義的。希望你會喜歡它也理解我的感情。謝謝。

i like this song very much eventhought this song is sang a few years back. the lyrics is very meaningful. hope you will understand how i feel and like them. thanks.

演唱者： 5566

Lyrics(traditional chinese words)繁體字 :

忘了已經等了幾年
忘了已經哭過幾遍
不敢走遠
怕錯過你回來
抱著一顆被風撕裂的心吶喊
你是否有聽見
是否有聽見
怎樣傷我你才甘願
怎樣做你才會了解
怎樣做你才肯回到我身邊
可不可以不要爭辯
我們到底誰錯誰對
求你快點回我身邊
不要讓我如此狼狽
不要讓我繼續so sad
只求求你讓我們再見一面
怎麼茫茫迷霧覆蓋這思念
你是否有看見
是否有看見
怎樣傷我你才甘願
怎樣做你才會了解
怎樣做你才肯回到我身邊
可不可以不要爭辯
我們到底誰錯誰對
求你快點回我身邊
No No No No
求你快回我身邊
No No No Oh〜
究竟還要傷我幾遍
究竟怎樣你才甘願
究竟如何才肯回到我身邊
海浪聲聲敲著心碎
孤單的我最最可憐
我愛的你怎麼不見
怎樣傷我你才甘願
怎樣做你才會了解
怎樣做你才肯回到我身邊
可不可以不要爭辯
我們到底誰錯誰對
求你快點回我身邊
最後一次為你掉淚
不要讓我繼續流淚
少了幸福只剩眼淚。。。

Lyrics(Modern chiinses words)减体字:

忘了已经等了几年
忘了已经哭过几遍
不敢走远
怕错过你回来
抱着一颗被风撕裂的心呐喊
你是否有听见
是否有听见
怎样伤我你才甘愿
怎样做你才会了解
怎样做你才肯回到我身边
可不可以不要争辩
我们到底谁错谁对
求你快点回我身边
不要让我如此狼狈
不要让我继续So sad
只求求你让我们再见一面
怎么茫茫迷雾覆盖这思念
你是否有看见
是否有看见
怎样伤我你才甘愿
怎样做你才会了解
怎样做你才肯回到我身边
可不可以不要争辩
我们到底谁错谁对
求你快点回我身边
No no no no
求你快回我身边
No no no Oh~
究竟还要伤我几遍
究竟怎样你才甘愿
究竟如何才肯回到我身边
海浪声声敲着心碎
孤单的我最最可怜
我爱的你怎么不见
怎样伤我你才甘愿
怎样做你才会了解
怎样做你才肯回到我身边
可不可以不要争辩
我们到底谁错谁对
求你快点回我身边
最后一次为你掉泪
不要让我继续流泪
少了幸福只剩眼泪。。。

2008-12-24T14:39:00.002+08:00

i admitt that i like them since the mr fighting show i watch in the middle of 2008. the show was nice then i saw Duan yu Qiao then i know is acted by sun xie zhi from 5566. then i started to go to the internet to find out more about them, about their pass. infact, in 2005, they sang a song 'shou hou'. i heard of it because my friend always singing in school. this is the song that i like but that time, i was not like other people so crazy about them. i dont even know who are they. so i never think too hard. So since 2008, i went to find out about them. the show they acted and the song they sang. they have been to singapore to sign the CD and open concert. but i never once attend. because that time i was not crazy about them. they have 11 peice of work and i have bought none. i told myself how can i be that stupid. they have been out of 7 years and now then i like them. i told myself that the next time they have any new work or show or they come to singapore to have concert, i definely will go and support them .but it was all too late. i came across a news in the nespaper in 2009/01/03 that they want to disband. my heart really sank. my heart was so sad so sad. feel like crying. i was so worried and sad. i told myself that it was my fault that i like them too late. i dont even have a chance to get their signature and have a photo with them. i was really dissapointed. i really hope that they will come to singapore and i wont miss this time... hope they really come...........

2008-12-20T16:11:00.002+08:00

found a job. starting work on monday. will it be boring or fun? i dont know. but i know i have to work with three shift. from the way they say, sound tiring. dont know what will happen to me. jurong point new extension is now open. haha lame... when there to take a look at the fairpriceXtra. from monday onwards, got to work untill i think march. i hope i earn a lot of money then save some for poly use and some left for myself...
boring... can not see my imaginary boyfriend again. sad... real also can not imagine one also can not. can not stand it. but still must bear with it... 我希望我可以向他个打招呼。

2008-12-16T09:57:00.002+08:00

Do you guys know something? Last week one of the night while i was sleeping, i dream of him. it is kind of weird. but still.....

this is the first time i dream of him. he ask me out brought me to a cafe for tea. i never thought he will contact me and ask me out. i wanted to reject as i thought that he will bring along friends but then i think back. it is not very nice of me to reject him as this is the first time he ask me out. so i just agree to go with him. when we were there, there was only me and him. i was shock to see that i m in this situation. we never talk but he kept smiling at me. after that he also pay the bill. i wanted to pay or atleast allowed me to pay what i order. but no. he dont allowed me to pay and he insist that he will pay. i was really very happy as i thought that finally he ask me out and buy me lunch. i was really really happy. i thought that there will be other chance that he will ask me out again. then we both walk out of the shop together. the end...
when i woke up then i realise that it was only a dream. i thought its real life. after that i felt quite funny as so many years no sure dream then suddenly come. then i tink slowly and i remember people saying that the dream and real life is the opposit. then i was really got quite worried. its just that i find all this thing happening is just a dream. and most properly it will no happen. i was quite sad but again i think it really might happen. just like now. never talk to him or very long except for his birthday. im in a mess now. i just dont know....

during the holiday cant get a job. so stay at home surf the net and also think alot. but think all those weird weird things. aiya i think i should let nature take its place...

wearing dress sucks but you know you are still a girl. so how? marriage is a huge thing for a women. but i dont look forward to it because i need to wear dress. working in comfortable place and earning big buck sound great. but i have to dress like a office girl. and wearing skirt sucks too. you will ask me. school skirt? only for school. no choice then wear. if possible dont wear unless it is force... life for me sucks...fearing for result already. what about you?

2008-11-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

So long le. got about 1 month never post already. 'O' level over already. but during 'O', go alot of things went through my mind. just to tell you incase you dont know. in this year, i watched a taiwan 'idol drama' then after that, i like that guy. since then, i surf the net to look for video fo him and news about them. I know myself that this is the first time im so into this idol thing. even thought they chen jun 6 years already, now then i crazy about them. sound like abit too late. the first time i saw him on tv, i tell myself i want to cut that hair style. he LOOKS soooooooo handsome(to me). but that show is like 3 years ago. everyday after school, i would go to the net and watched his video and also trying to look for his blog ao something. but so far, i find none. all are just using his name. i very worried for my 'O'. he cut his hair so short then i was feeling that i wanna to cut also. i know myself i dont like to have long hair cos it is just so troblesome. but i have no choice thats why i leave long hair until now. i wanted to cut short cos it is easy to maintain and can like style or change style easily. aiya tell you so much you also dont know how i feel. i want to open a chinese blog but my computer doesnot support chinese. sad... i hope they will have another concert in singapore or they will come to singapore to advertised their album, i will sure never to miss the chance again. and wish me good luck in finding jobs and of course good result... I WANT TO CUT HAIR!!!!! and i hope ot to meet anyone during the holiday. the feeling will be weird. cousin marrying in december then if i cut my hair short then all my cousin sure say i very boyish. i mean i might just behaviour like a boy but im not.....

2008-09-26T20:03:00.002+08:00

so long never post. dont know what to post. dont know how to express my feelings. 'O' is comming. i guess must strive for this few weeks.

2008-07-18T20:24:00.002+08:00

my secret has lick out... and there is nothing much to say. someone find it shocking. but i dont know why they find it shocking.
this few days, i went through the past message or mails that he send me. because they said i was stupid that i can not figure out what he's trying to say. as i was reading through then i understand. but i know it was really too late. i know that time i was just PRETENDING to hate him but still he also can not tell. and the opportunities just went pass... i just cant believe i was so stupid. anyway, i'm prepared that if i got 13points or less for my 'O's, then i will confess. i also know that now its too late. eventhough i confess, i know he would not accept me. but atleast i have done what i want to do for the past three years...

2008-07-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

Today, its already july. that tell me that the 'O's are coming closer. feeling the preasure and the stress. this is my last year, my final lap to get into a good course in the poly. sometimes, i can not block the temtations. for instance, the game, maple, i want to play during the june holiday to relex myself but i can not download it so i will try and try untill it can. then recently got so much nice movies and tv programme. just really can not control myself. teachers in school also give piles of work and test that make me fall sick. but when i think that that i wanna earn big buck, no matter what, i will sure to force myself to do it.

National day is coming and i join in the school sports day. i run the 100m and got in second. the other team, 4x100m got in first. woow... but the boys was quite disappointing. but i know that atleast 'he' try his best to run fast. today there is also another sports heat. atfirst, he said he is not running. then today last minute he said he is in. i know you live near the cck stadium so he can go home first then come down. i wanted to go there and cheer for them and see how they did. but noone wanna accompany me go as i dont know how to go. so in the end i never go and came home and sleep...

2008-05-17T00:00:00.002+08:00

this is my fifth year in a secondary school. feelings and peoples attitude changes as time go by. i know this guy since sec 1 till now. it has been 5 years and my feeling for him never change. my last wish: I Hope He Allowed Me To Celebrate His Birthday With Him...

i hope if you(he) are the one reading, understands how i feel now......................................................................................................

2008-05-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday sophia!!!

i got back my mid-year result. some was what i expected some was way beyoned my expectation. 1st paper i got back on monday was english. as english was the only language that must have to calculate the L1R4. and guess what only 4 people pass in the Whole Level(5Ns). they are from my class and N2 no one pass english. then the highest mark is like only 58.2 then the rest like fail but i think no one got 20 and below. guess what i got? 38.8/100. its a F9 you know. really sad... i thought i will fail like only 40 plus but never thought to get 30 plus.
the next paper was social studies(ss). i expected to pass well like 30plus/50. but i got 36/50. so its like okey. it was what i expected so i dont feel anything but i feel a little happy cos first time did so well(to me). then we have recess.i went to eat with friends then the next two paper was like science(phy.chem). then i heard before the exam over, only 2 people pass for chem. then is like to me no hope already. but n2 got their paper back first so we ask them then they say got more then 2 passes but is like less then 10 people pass. so i was like in the middle. i hope to pass but i think i will fail so i dont know. anyway, i got back physic first. the teacher never say how many people pass. but i feel that i will fail cos the formula thing if 1 wrong then all wrong. so i very worried. but less did i expected to pass and it is like 43/65. so i was quite happy with that grade. then its time for chem. before i got back my paper, th teacher talk for 1 period then is like faster leh... guess did i pass? sophia didnt pass, laipeng didnt pass. but i pass. it was really unexpected but i never mention cos i like want to make then feel like i very proud like that. i was like happy for monday then was thinking about tuesday. prepared to get back all the fails...
first paper i got back of the day was mt. quite surprised that i pass for chinese(overall) cos i every thing fail in class test and since primary school. after mt was maths. i also thought i will fail cos i got about 20 mks question never do so i thought i will fail but was okey la pass overall(maths p1+p2). then geography. i thought i will fail cos i waste time on a 8 mk question then on a 13 mk question. so very dangerous. can pass, can fail. in the end pass by 1 mark so overall for CH pass.then the last paper- POA. i knew i will fail cos i really like never really go and study and do properly and it is not enough time to complete all lor...
over all was okey la all the subject drop i understand because of the gap between 'N' and 'O'. but i manage to fail only 2 and pass the rest was quite sastisfiy for me...dont worry. this is only the mye. i will do better in prep, prelims and then 'O'.... all the best to me. work hard.

2008-05-09T15:02:00.002+08:00

1 month have got by and many things has happened. dont know where should i start... after winner the cheer, relationship between him really improved. he did like talk or answer me but just for a short while. many things happened between him and me.

Just before the mid-year exam, you have a ve project to do. went to friends house to do. then while we are doing, we suddenly talk about him. they ask me why i like this kind of guy. i ask myself but i cant find the answer. i started telling them what happened. since sec2, i ask him to be my godbroth but then when we are in sec3, he sms me and tell me to remain as friend. i thought i was in the wrong so i kept apologizing and i said i will change myself(attitude). i nearly broke into tears. they ask me "did you ask him why?" i said ya, but he refuse to say. so from then on, we started being cold shoulder towards each other. i like him but i have to pretent that i hate him. it was really difficult for me to do this. then they say OoOo" you are so bai(stupid)". then they said too they have this kind of experience. the guy dont be your godbroth is because of 2 reason. First is hate. Second is love. i think it was hate. but they say from their experience is the second one. then they say it was too late already. i suddenly felt regrateful. it was just so stupid of me to misunderstand what he is trying to say... they ask me to confess to him but i think this is not a girls job. i mean it is weird for a girl to go up a guy and say you like him. people might laugh at you. so i decided not to make a fool out of myself...

Then 1 day after pe lesson, i saw he was wearing a ring on the second finger. they say that he got someone already... that was another hit on me... but i have to accept it cos i have loss my chance. soon then after, i try asking around and some rumous said that he like a sec4E girl(our batch which have already gradurated). i kept asking his friend who is it. but in my heart, i think i know who is it. but still it is his decision and i have to respect it...

Yesterday was the last paper of my mid-year exam. just before sitting the paper, i heard a news that for our chemistry, only 2 students passed in the whole level. it was like wa.. sian... the we had science mcq followed by our poa paper mcq. the poa teacher like to get his students involved in the question. to my surprised, i was my name and it is together with shawifei. i knew it sucks... but this can not affact my consentration. after the paper, he came to me and tell me "Question 8 sucks" i knew so i just said "ya" and walk away. in my mind, i wanted to tell him that is not the question that sucks. it is you that sucks and i dont know that you still have the guades to come and tell me. i would like to tell you " the question is cool without YOU. i just hate you even more now....

today is marking day so we not in school today. but i will like thinking how is my result and what am i going to do about it... it is true that there is nothing to worry now cos what ever is done can not be undone.lets wait till moday we will be getting back our paper 1 by 1... Goodluck to me...

2008-03-26T22:10:00.007+08:00

On 24/03/08, monday, i was really really really really really rally really really really really really HAPPY. cos"""""5N1 WON THE Inter-Class Cheer Competition 2008""""". On that day, we were allowed to wear our class-T to school in the morning. In the morning, i saw alot of different classes wore different colour and printing. Some lower sec did not spend money on their shirt. They just wore the PE attier instead. We had lesson for the first 3 period of the day. The first 2 period was geography lesson. We asked the teacher to allow us practice for our cheer but he disapproved. The class were very disappointed. Even thought he was teaching, i really dont have the heart to listen. I kept thinking about the cheer competition. Then after that was PE lesson. Then we get to practice for that 35 minutes then we went for a short break. During the break, while i was chatting with some friends, i told them that we may won first in the competition. After that, while the sec 1 were performing in the hall, the 5N got photo taking downstairs so we missed some parts of it. Sec 2 go by then sec 3 sec 4. When i first saw the Sec 4Es, i thought they were really good and i was thinking there wouldnt have any chance for us. I was abit dishearted. After the 4Es was our turn. we got so nervese but we still have the faith that we will win. Ours was the last few classes to perform then was the anouncement of result for the lower sec then uppper sec. For the upper sec, after hearing that 3rd and 2nd goes to the 4Es, i was even dishearted. i thought we had no chance. Then i heard something: "The first place goes to......5N1". I just jump up and down like a mad girl like that. it was really really very surprised for some of us. Then we get to perform again on the stage. WoW...... Then its time for the Overall Champion. It goes like this: " The OVERALL CHAMPION GOES TO 5...N...1" WOWOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We get to perform in our school speech day. Its was really cool. The whole class were like happy and jumping all around some cry but it is tears of joy... It ended with the former bukit view cheers lead by ms chua. It was really unbelievable. After that, we stay back to take a group photo with the rest of the 5Ns. We really enjoy ourselves and our efforts really paid off.... This are some photos....

=> This is the class-T and was design and draw by one of our levelmates...

=> This was all the 5Ns together including teachers.

=> this is a short video of our cheer...

=> Another video of the cheer...

There are more photos to come....

On the 24/03/08 which is a monday, my school held the annal Inter-class Cheering Competition. As this is my last year in the school, i wanted to win in the competition. we started practicing during the march holiday till the sat(2 days before the real one). we stay back almost every day to practice but none was good then i thought that my class will be ambarrassed infront of the whole school. On saturday, we meet up 7.30am near our school to practice(so early). Of course, not all came. A few of us waited till about 8.30am then started to practice. we practice the first part of the Cheer then went for a break the the second and so on. Then Eka or Josh came out with the idea of doing haka. It was terrific. we learnt and have fun together. Then we practice till about 1pm under the hot sun then i start to feel that we had a great chance of winning the competition. I was really happy. jumping up and down.Went home with sweat and satisfactory. when i was at home, i practice on my own then my father say me crazy because i kept doing the haka thing.=)(=

=>some pics taken after the practice on sat

=> this is the video...

2008-03-13T16:27:00.002+08:00

This school holiday, to me, its not like a holiday. almost everyday i need to go back to school. but atleast, it is only 1/2 aday till 12pm. so still can managed. the 'O' is comming nearer. feel scard, feel worry. but i have already taken 1 national exam before. so still can la... worry for my studies, worry where will i be next, worry what i will become...
i really missed all the time i had in school with friends. i mean that i have spend 5 years in the school and now we are so called the oldest... some friends left us during the 5 years, and meet new friends during the 5 years. sometime i find myself is in between of teachers and friends. idont really bother much as i have metthe best badge of friends in my school.
i also never forget my child-care friends, my tuition friends, my primary school friends and my kindergarden friends... i live with a joyful friends of mine and i hope that i would not lose friends but to gain more friends when i get into poly or JC.
im still thinking whether should i go JCs or poly. if i go JC, then i must study even harder to get into the Uni. but if i went into poly, i can stop here or even go on to Uni but i must be the top few percent... i really dont know...im thinking who will be the top 5N student for this year...

2008-02-05T17:12:00.000+08:00

The lyrics;
天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原
你形容我是这个世界上
无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上
无与伦比的美丽
天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
你形容我是这个世界上
无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上
无与伦比的美丽
你知道当你需要个夏天我会拼了命努力
我知道你会做我的掩护当我是个逃兵
你形容我是这个世界上
无与伦比的美丽
我知道你才是这世界上
无与伦比的美丽
天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶
我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原... ... ... ...

2008-01-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

Today, 24/01/2008, the release of the 'O' level result. this years was my bage of people and friends. there was a lot of ups and down. some broke down and start crying in the arms of friends and some were jumpping all around the school hall. i was really feel happy for my friends who did well in the level and some even the top scorers. but at the same time i also cry and pray for the sad people around me. when the result was given back, we cant understand their feelings and i really dont know how to put it. it really gave me a very real experience. no one was expected the result. even though it was not my year yet, i was full with tears in my eyes as saw them one by one collecting their result. 3 years of hard work and got that in return. life is really unpredicable.there is a saying in chinese, " the higher hope you have, the big the disappointment will be". today this statment stands and i believe in it.

As for me, i really learn alot even though i may not the one taking the result. it really touch people hearts... till then......

2007-12-02T09:53:00.000+08:00

hi guys. cos now i work almost everyday, i had less time spend on bloging. but i will keep this for remembrance... thanks and sorry...

blog song lyrics>>>>

2007-10-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

its old song but the meaning is still there...

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love, my love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of, sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love, my love

2007-10-24T22:34:00.001+08:00

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart
I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too longNow
I believe its ok cause this time it's real
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could fell soo good
Like once in a lifetime
You change my world
I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
As I lay my love on you....

2007-10-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

2007-10-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

1 month has past le... many things happened... i have love sick... missed that person for about 2 years ba. from sec2, i so call like him la but then we had alot of misunderstanding then is like he like he become very cold towards me. i told myself to hate him but i cant do that and i dont know why. i never felt this way before and i dont know what to do. so for the past few years, is like we are enemy. never talk a single word whether it is in class or other place. when he come, i will walk away then when i come he will walk away. i really dont understand. this is like a "cold war". i cant make myself forget him. i aways wonder if one day he could just change his attitude towards me and how would i react. should i give him a cold shoulder like he did to me before or should i be happy??? i think this all day long and i conculded that he would not change his attitude towards me so i souldnt be thinking alll this...

i thought i could celebrate his birthday together with the others but others had already done it before i could and i think if i were to be there, it will make him much unhappy so i never ask. i heard they had a great time together and i wish i could be there. i think i had to give up to the other le........

exams are way over now and i m out to work to earn more pocket money and to buy the nite dress and to doll myself up. i also thinking that how would he feel if he see a different me that nite? will he talk to me or what... i really cant think anymore further. the more i think, the more worse the result will me. i guess, we all had to be natural.

working at SIM was a good experience for me cos i can get some idea of how people dress and i can copy them. but i also saw some very loving couple. i wish i could be like them too. working makes me to be more responsible in the thing you have done. and i think though this, i can learn more about people character so i know what to do when they are angry or sad...

i really wish i could meet up with him someday and see hie reaction towards me... og tot end here le. see you guys back in school...

Lyrics for the blog song

2007-09-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

This is the song that my school played everymorning. i think its a good song cos the lyrics of te song really inspired me alot. it help me to do the best of everything and dont give up easily...

I can read your mind
And I know your story
I see what you're going through (yeah)
It's an uphill climb
And I'm feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And thats the way it is

When you question me
For a simple answer
I don't know what to say(no)
But it's plain to see
If you stick together
You're gonna find the way

So don't surrender
'Cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And thats the way it is

When life is empty
With no tomorrow
And lonliness starts to call
Baby don't worry
Forget your sorrow
'Cause love's gonna conquer it all all

When you want it the most there's no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your heart's left in doubt
Don't give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And thats the way it is

2007-09-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

about 2 weeks le since my last blog. this few weeks, we have wat INTENSIVE programme that make me go mad. then the 'N' is comming closer. my heart beat faster day by day. Had to chiong now. now more tv, no more going out... but need to buy the grad dinner dress then still got the foundation programme. don't know have the time to buy or not...
then i watch the chinese drama: falling in love. i want to be like the zheng zihui like that. learn to be more girlish dont be tomboy. i also very amired her cos she tell the guy how much she like him. but the guy never fall for her. i wish in real life, also can like that. the person dont like you then slowly the guy fall for you. i like the feeling... then now must go exercise to lose weight then can wear pretty for the grad nite. hope that from the day , they will me suprised with the way i dress...

Today, got back my report book. aiyo very badly done. this is just the prelim marks lor then the teacher said that the 'n' will be even more difficult. very worried... i want to go out with friends but then my parent want me to stay at home cos the 'n' is like just 5 more school days away lor. this few day also like alot of people not feeling well guess is the pressure that came from their parents and teachers. lucky my parents cant go if not they sure nag nag nag... but sometime i feel that their nags will woke me up then i will go for it...
going off to do i work now. last but not least, wish all of my friends good luck and all the bestin their 'O's and 'N's...

2007-09-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

i like this singing part.....
here are the lyrics. if got time learn the dance too. its fun....

Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

Here and now its time for celebration
I finally figured it out (yeah yeah)
That all our dreams have no limitations
That's what its all about

Everyone is special in their own way
We make each other strong (each other strong)
Were not the same
Were different in a good way
Together's where we belong

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come true

Together, together, together everyone
Together, together, come on lets have some fun
Together, were there for each other every time
Together together come on lets do this right

We're all here
and speaking out with one voice
we're going to rock the house (rock the house)
the party's on now everybody make some noise
come on scream and shout

We've arrived because we stuck together
Champions one and all

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come

We're all in this together
When we reach
We can fly
Know inside
We can make it
We're all in this together
Once we see
There's a chance
That we have
And we take it

Wild cats sing along
Yeah, you really got it goin' on
Wild cats in the house
Everybody say it now
Wild cats everywhere
Wave your hands up in the air
That's the way we do it
Lets get to it
Time to show the world

We're all in this together
Once we know
That we are
We're all stars
And we see that
We're all in this together
And it shows
When we stand
Hand in hand
Make our dreams come

We're all in this together
When we reach
We can fly
Know inside
We can make it
We're all in this together
Once we see
There's a chance
That we have
And we take it

Wild cats everywhere
Wave your hands up in the air
That's the way we do it
Let's get to it
Come on everyone!

2007-09-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

these few days , after the exam, i got so interested in high school musical. at first was harry potter then now in HSM. how.... exam are not over yet.....
wow... this monday was the start of the 'N' level exams. it was okokok la but the ss very wat lor. i study so hard for the sustaining singapore 21st century. but never come out. it come out northern lreland. i remember the 21st thing then i forgot about the NI. then i like 15min left for the essay lor. i put most of my time in SBQ cos the SEQ i forgot some parts. then its like fail lor. unless there is miracle la that my SBQ can help lor if not sure fail. the english paper passage A i don't even know what they are talking about. just do lor then hope the marker help also.

2007-08-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

last monday to friday already wake up early to go school then on sat, i needed to wake up around 6 plus to go and pratice running with friends for next year sports day (its like so early larx)... at least we enjoy ourself there and i got a morning gift from yan zhou.(he gave me a punch on my face)... lucky only some saw. haha..... then i went to eat breakfast near my house then went home to sleep...then wake up at around 1plus to go orchard with my parents to buy some stuff then came home le... then i heard that on sunday need to wake up early to go praying.... is like -_-. so sian la. sunday is for me to rest at home and wake up late in the morning lor. but still need to wake up early... but at least got car to sit la... then can rest in the car. then after that all of them when to hong mao chao to shop untill 6plus then go home. at night still got the rally thing wah then sian... go to sleep...
monday morning go to school. monday blues... soooooooo tired untill feel like sleeping in the class like that. but can not, exams comming le...
today, early in the morning called my name said for the wat moe interview. soo dam boring. lucky interview by group if not i die untill not nice le... ok i know is-_-...
tonight still got tuition maths then tomorrow got prelim maths paper1 sian... mathe here math there, everywhere maths maTH MATHS...soooooooo sian......
so tired now go take a nap. bye...

2007-08-12T19:07:00.000+08:00

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Mark the start for the prelims

2007-08-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

On monday, was the first day of the prelim and i going to school with my new hair. when i reach school, the music was playing already so i had no chance of going back to the class. after all, the exams were held in the hall. nobody say anything about my hair accept sulaiha. the first time she saw, she laught at me... nvm... The first paper was the MT paper (both p1& p2). it was dam hard la. the p1 i know but the p2 is all about explaining and can't get the answer from the passage.

I went home fast to prepare for the paper on tuesday. its EL p1 and SS. must rush for the SS like mad... remember this, remember that. remember untill the head like want to BOOM like that... lucky i read more on NI. the question worth 10 marks... in the morning, eric told me that there is a councillor photo taking then need to wear whites then is like no one tell me lor the guy also never past down the mesagge. then i like have to go home take the whites then come back school again. after that we had a class photo taking then in like only 15 people. take wat photo then the teacher so like to take photo like that... i went home and take my whites then when back to school. you know wat, ms gopal said that the photo taking is postpone then is like arg.... then plan to go home. got caught by ms ong to home then i drag the yan zhou and the some one dun say who to help lor then i keep making fun of the guy ( the person that don't say who). he folded 46 booklet alone then he was like showing off hahaha... lame... then i went home and sleep the whole afternoon then wake up eat dinner then go back sleep... i so dam tired... then on wednesday still need to reach clementi stadium by 7.25 am to celebrate National day and the school annual sports day. got to wake up at 5.30am then take the crowded bus there...

I wake up at5.35am and then left home at 6.20 to go market to buy some food to eat... then take the bus go. i never thought that i was the first in the class to be there...i reach there was like about 7.00 le then like still no one... like the same, i sat there alone then facing the sun. so dam hot. dark not enough, now even darker. no where to go nothing to do so went home and sleep again. tomorrow still need to wake up early to celebrate National Day at my house oppsit and then start with a jog then got goodie bag take... no plans for the rest of the day. when the time come then see how first.

After the celebration of the National day, the next monday the prelim continued...

Waiting Till Tomorrow...

2007-08-03T18:49:00.000+08:00

Its friday!!! today was the last day of the week.... guess wat, today, my class only about 20+ people come to school. the teachers said that 'all the well behave ones never come school but the noise ones came'. this means that eventhough there were lesser people, the noise level is still the same...(lame...)
i don't know why today i m myself again. only when i saw her then i don't feel like talking to her anymore. i may feel bad about the 'making up' thing. but is not i can't take the joke. is aother matter that keeps irritates me. nothing got to do with the making up...

i can't wait till tomorrow because tomorrow morning i m going to the DENTAL... (wonder wat colour to put)... in the afternoon, plan to go salon to do my hair but don't know how to speak... then in the night, my family and i will be attending a NDP dinner at Bukit Batok...( meeting the ministers). wonder how would i dress up myself...

Moody All Day Long...

2007-08-01T21:12:00.000+08:00

Today was a bad day for me... First in the morning was asper-normal but when 'someone' came then the whole sitution change.

i plan not to bother them anymore. so when recess time, they went to eat and and never go with them. i stay in class with sophia, jes, chew ping, carin, teng and tricia. and you know wat, they were talking about me... i admit that i don't know how to doll up myself. i admit that i don't look like girls. you think i don't like to wear nice nice go out meh... i also want to doll up like other pretty girls what. but do i have the qulity first??? NO...but they don't need to say untill it really hurt deeply people feeling rite!!! in my heart i was crying but i told them i was laught to cry... only sophia can tell and came to talk to me... you know i have pride too. shouldn't you leave so respect for me???

I don't know whether to cry out or to angry... cos we are friends after all... i really don't know... i just keep it to myself... i kept quite for the rest of the other half of the day after 'that' recess... they don't talk, and i don't want to start the conversation again...

i wanted to walk home alone and was caught by rainie... i just walk my way and she walked hers...

PiCs...

2007-07-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hogwarts

2007-07-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR POTTER

I have enter into the Harry Potter World. The world of magic and wizards....

What about you???? you dont even know when you will get in to this world of magic... i start to get very interested in harry and his friends. is like a sudden feeling. you just like it sooo much that you will fell for it... i don't know why... maybe it's magic....

LoVe yoU...

sports heat

2007-07-06T20:43:00.000+08:00

Today, we had a annual sports heat at Clementi stadium.there is inter-class and there is also for CCA. some of my friends were paticipating the inter-class and some where for CCA, but they are all running for 4x100m. i saw some of my CCA juniors and when they running, its really taked me backed to the old time where i run for my house(Grace, Purple in colour) at the inter-house competition in my primary school days. i always came in 2nd or 3rd but never came in first:(. i still remember when i was in P6, we play netball at the inter-class. and guess what? we came in first. but then when i went to sec 2, we won 2nd. i think that was a good try because we were all new meet friends. after all that much, i think that if we had a chance to meet again, and we compete, i think we will win first this time round.

Get back to today, my class won 3rd at the inter-class 4x100m B boys. only this 4 person toke part in the inter-class... ...

When i was on my way home, i hop onto the WRong bus(oh no). i almost lost my way home. i was so scared. i scared that i can't come home. but in the end, i managed to came home. now i have fear in taking buses... ...

The VIDEO...

2007-06-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

2007-06-26T16:53:00.000+08:00

last thursday, the 20th ex-co and the 21st ex-co had an outing at sentosa (excited). we meet up at batok mac and had our breakfast there. the 21st ex-co were late because they were held up in school (forgiveable). so after waiting, we left them a note and went to sentosa first. (the video will show). it was so *** that all the girls did not bring the sun-block lotion but 1 of the guys did. lol... -_-

When the 21st ex-co came, we(20th ex-co) all wanted to push them down. the first 1 to get push down was our DEAR Wei Boon. hahaha..... Then slowly the rest.

the video will show more......

Lyrics for the song

2007-05-31T13:32:00.000+08:00

If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that ’s ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good would you slow dance with me, And touch my lips with tender loving care, Would you die for me, would you run with me, And never look back …
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you ’ ll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you ’ ll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there …

If I am away, would you still think of me?
And wish that you could hold me now?
Would you die for me?
Would you run with me, all the way?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you ’ ll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you ’ ll always be there to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?

Would you swear that your love is always true?

Would you say that you ’ ll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you ’ ll always be there to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there … for me?

All the BEST to ALL of Us

2007-05-28T14:01:00.000+08:00

Finally, we step down on the 23rd May 2007 as Ex-Co . Now we are just a normal councillor. Hereby, i wish the present Ex-Co(2007/08) will continue to do a better job then us and wish them all the best in whatever they do. Continue to built the council up. Remember now you are representing us. don't disappoint us =). Try to update to council webpage too. so we can go and check it out. Last but not least, do remember us hehe...

I also want to wish MY Ex-Co member all the best for their 'O' level Exams pass all and feel proud of it. both your result and as the 20th Ex-Co MEMBER OF THE STUDENT COUNCIL. Thats all i have to say.

Signing off...

Last but not the Least

2007-05-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Time passes very fast... last year, 9 of us became the Ex-Co member(2006/07)... now...we are going to step down on next wed...it seems like time flys... we had fun working together as the 20th Executive commite Member of the Student Council. Althought it may be tiring of us, but we managed to done a number of projects. I think the time and effort that we all put in as 1 was not wasted. I hope that we reunited together again in furture and work on new projects.

Yesterday, we had a meeting with the rest of our council. I think that would be the lasty meeting for us. Teacher-in-charge of the council called for the meeting. she also announced the newly apointed Ex-Co member for this year officially(2007/08)... clap clap... it was really very touching that she made a good remarked on each of us (2006/07). The rest of the councillor was like clapping and clapping. At that moment, it was like can't bear leaving them apart. but in front of the councillors, we all hold back our tears. we were appreciated by their actions. She made the council to stand as a sign of thanks...

Yupee!!!

2007-05-11T16:31:00.000+08:00

Yupee... Exam is finally over. But the worse thing is going to happened. I will be taking my paper back on monday. Im so worried for my Result. If i did badly, my parents will NAGGED at me. " Why you never study HARD ENOUGH" . With all these words in my mind, i can't sleep at night and thinking what will i get for my result. I think that once you have put in your best ,nomatter what is the outcome doesn't really matter. But to me this is just part of the test. My 'N' level is the MAJOR Exam at the end of the year. I think is best to study hard now then regret later. I hope that i Result will remain constence eventhought i m busy with my councillor work. I will still try my best to remain the position that i have now in class and also to imporved on the percentage of my result................

Cheer Competition

2007-05-02T16:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aw-iili0ClE

Take a look. Maybe this may help in the next year competition...
I think that this class is very good at cheering competition. They were the Champion class for that year. I wish that my class will did the same for next year...

2007-04-12T17:10:00.000+08:00

Alot of things to say, but just don't know how to express it. I have been deproving since the begining of the year but just want to push myself to the fullest now to prepare for Ns. So... Stop for now after all i don't think many people visit here....

2007-03-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

First post for the month...
Yesterday, it was the first day of our LifeSkilled Training Programe. It is from High Achievers. I find that they are good cos i have a camp at Sentosa with them and i have attened other talks from them. So i can say that I know this Training Consultancy well.

We went for Dragon Boating @ Kalling. It was raining, tiring but fun. We were spilt into groups of 10 and 8s. We used a total of 5 dragon boats. At first, i was very scared to CAPSIZE but the instructer say that no matter how hard you shake, it will not capsize. So i still went down with fear. We wear our life jackets, get our padder and off we go down. At First, it was hard to padder but soon it got easier. So we padder to the center of the sea and did some game like sitting facing outwards and ROCK the boat. The first time we did this we were like screming loud but after that, it will make you want to do it again. So we did it about 3 times both facing inwards and outwards. I also find that facing inward is the most scary one. And when we got near to others boats, we will start to splach water at each other and that is how we all got wet... After all thoese games, we had a race. I group came in 4th out of 5 ( not to bad) but i think the most important is team work. After the race, we went back up and was waiting for the bus when a ITE teacher give us food to eat. Wooo... After eating, it time for us to head back to school... Most of us did not bring extra shirt or shorts so we al went back to school with all wet.

Today, is the secondary day of the training. Some of my friends did not turn up to cos hey felt sick after yesterday training. I had a little flu but still manage to go to school. Today, we went for Rock Climbing. It was at the place where we use to have our sec 3 camp. It was a indoor one so it was quit ok for me. I manage to reach the top of the Rock Wall. I thought it was the end of the training but when we are allow to play the high element, It was different. I was like so happy to play it. In the end, I don't cos by the time, it was my turn, thr rain starts to get heavy and also it about time to go back to school.

2morrow I have to go off early for a match at Yuan Ching Sec. VS FuHua. So i hope that we will win this match and go in to the semi-finals...

2007-02-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

Today, i went back to schol le. When i go back, its still the same same. Everyone will starts asking"A...you ok already ar?" or they will ask" You come back to school le ar?" From the way they ask, I know they concern about me and i appreciate that very much. But 1 thing keeps make me think. I m from4N3, but the news can spread to all the way to the Express class. I kept wonder. Maybe they found out from the teachers or from my classmates. but i wish that the other people who have chicken pox will recover as soon as possible too...

The feeling of chicken pox is them boring. You cant go anywhere. You can not eat meat, chicken, all the soures. The wat dark soures or wat i don know. Can only eat fish or vegetables but i don eat vegetable. so i only wat fish and rice to survive. but atleat it is an exprience for me. I still at home the WHOLE week.Boring... Boring... But now i went back to school i have alot of things to talk. talk... talk... talk... Talking nonstop. Alot of test, work, homework and so on. I will never missed school again unless i m really sick or family problem...

2007-02-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

I missed School very much. Wonder how is it going on? Cant wait to go back to school. Wonder how would friends treat me when i when back. Will they all ran away from me? Or will they come to me and tell me the updates. Wonder... Wonder... Wonder... I will be going to school on the 8th feb. I don't know how is it like. This is the first time i missed school for such a long period of time.

Yesterday was the must interesting night. 2 most exciting shows on the same day and about the same time but different channels. Project SUPERSTAR and Asean Football Champion. My television was about to burst. I change here change there to watch every part of it. I wanted to watch both but cant so i decided to watch the football then after the football then watch the SUPERSTAR cos i heard that the FINAL show will repeat itself next sunday so i can watch it next sunday. I m only interested in the result so the show to me is not as exciting as the football.

SINGAPORE LIONS have WON the ASEAN FOOTBALL CHAMPIONSHIP for THREE YEARS. CONGRATEZ to Singapore team.

Eventhough DiYa did not win, She had done her best. I would like to say Congratez to Daren. You have done it great....

2007-02-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to say THANK YOU for all your concerns. You may miss me when i m online but its ok. my heart knows that. i also say THANK YOU to you.I will always remember it. Next time got problem u can also come to me. =p =p

2007-01-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

HaHa... Today i got mine 1st birthday gift from them. I m soo happy. It was on mine seat in the morning when i came to school and was shock to see that thing on my place. I thought that i saw the wrong thing so i ask around. Noone knows who left it there. I had a feeling that is HE that give me but i never thought that they share money to buy that. I wanna say THANK YOU to them here. T H A N K S G U Y S. I like it.

I wanna help HE and i thought that our relationship has improved. I would say yes but just little. It is just the beginning of everything. So I hope the year will move on smoothly for us. And the relationship will grow stronger. Thats my wish for this year.

2006-12-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

Guess what?? I was so happy and so shock that i just received a Birthday which what i have wish for . An Adidas Watch which cost about $$ 98$$ . I was shock!!! I don't know what to say and the feeling was never like before. It was from my mum's primary schoolmates. She is very good to me. treats me like her own child. She bring me to swimming, and give me a Red packet for Christmas too. She is just too kind. I am also happy to see her too. I wanted to save my own money to but it but i never thought that she would buy such an EXPENSIVE gift to me. I need to say a Big THANK YOU to her for everything.

I think Zy was like ._.||| cos it was in the school that i received the news. Then i was like a mad girl jumping all around and ai ya just very very VERY VERY surprised and shock to received this gift.

Last but not least i want to thank her.

"THANK YOU AUNTY LUCY FOR EVERYTHING "

2006-12-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

Its has been a long time. now then i post. i don know is he bluffing me or something. It is all about the UNH thing. i don want him to know it was me but i think he saw me thats why he ask one of my friends to sms me to ask me. but now i know that he didn't saw me. but i saw he saw me. is he bluffing??? i don know. but i know 1 thing for sure. FRIENDS among FRIENDS must have TRUST so i believe him that he didn't saw me there. but i still feel not good after that. AiYA... i don know la. the year is ending le. hope everything will change back to how it is like during sec2.

2006-12-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

HaHaHa... I FINALLY recieved the letter from the government to make my IC. Cos only when your birthday is comming then they will sent the letter. I have waited for THIS letter for ages. That tells me that i m now 1 year older and i have taken my IC. My parents tells me that once you have taken your IC, you should be more mature then before. and i agree. We must also be independent and not rely not friends and family!!!

This year cos we meet new friends so we are not that close yet but i hope that some still remember my birthday cos i bought them gift hope they will do the same thing back to me. I m bankrupt cos UNDERAGE then never work just spend spend. Got out no in. so i have to save some mesos now. I m just to happy...

2006-12-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

SICK & TIRED OF THIS!!! Why must i see him. I thought i never see him so soon. But it was just too sudden!!! i saw him. I find that before my identiy was revealed, we still can chat like friends. Joke together. After my identiy was revealed, is not the same anymore!!! I don understand why still cant face to face settle all the misunderstanding!!! Is it because that u promise someone must reply me then u reply me??? I don want like this. I want u to be willing to reply me. and not somebody force u too. u always say "forgot" but i know u never is only that u don wish to say. then how u want me to change. i really don know.

I went to mac today and saw him and other guys. I wanted to say HI but they just do their work so i just walk away. I m the person that not very good at talking. I may even offence someone and i don know about it. Thats why i need your help to tell me.

2006-11-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

At this point on time, how sad i feel, i still want to blog out my feeling!!!I went to GV ViVo City to watch movie "Casino Royale". Of course we did not went in to the Gold Class!!! The WHOLE day was fine but after the show, about 6 plus we ran into THAT family!!! Who break my MOOD!!! They are older then me so i just had to keep inside my heart and act happy!!! But this is not the FIRST time!!! I HATE IT!!!

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2006-11-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm happy but THERE IS ALWAYS ONE PEOPLE OR ONE FAMILY THAT TRY TO BREAK MY FAMILY!!! I HATE THEM!!! WHY MUST THEY ALWAYS BE THERE!!! ****!!! THEY BREAK MY FAMILY!!! THEY BREAK MY FAMILY!!! THEY BREAK MY FAMILY!!! THEY BREAK MY FAMILY!!! THEY BREAK MY FAMILY!!! THEY BREAK MY FAMILY!!! ARRGH... CRYING...CRYING...CRYING...WHY!!! WHY THEY MUST ALWAYS BE LIKE THAT TO ME!!! I JUST WANT 1 DAY, 1DAY!!! WHY CANT I CAN'T!!! THEY HAVE A PROPER FAMILY BUT I DON HAVE!!! WHY!!! WHY!!! I WANT TO HAVE LIKE EVERYONE HAVE!!! WHY CAN I HAVE!!!

FINALLY THE DAY COMES!!! WAITED FOR VERY LONG

2006-11-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

I'M SOO HAPPY!!! AT THIS MOMENT OF MY LIFE!!! I RECIEVED A LETTER FROM THE MOE!!! IT IS ABOUT THE EDUSAVE MERIT BURSARY FOR ME!!! I'M SO HAPPY. WE WILL GET $_$ HAHA... IT LEAST MY HARD WORK DID NOT GO DOWN TO THE DRAIN!!! JUST TO HAPPY... DON KNOW HOW TO XPRESS ONESELF!!! YEHAA.........

Tomorrow going out with my family. Is mine FAMILY DAY tomorrow. We plan to go VIVO City GV to watch Casino Royale!!! hope to have a great day!!!

2006-11-28T09:10:00.000+08:00

ASK if u want!!! I will 100% give!!! No COPY and PASTE is alloW!!!

HI!!! Forgot still have anyother pictures for u guys!!! That indian guy at the back so extra...HAHAHA. This is that time ice-skating. That guy said he did tell kt but kt tell me no??? AiYA don know la...

I thought for so long whether to put up this photos or not. But in the end I put them up... Hope if u want it will ask!!!! Hahaha... looks so funny!!! Next weekend, The whole of mine family had a Family Garthering at a nearby Club House... Playing, eating, talking, singing and dancing Together!!! Just feel soo GOOD!!! This picture was taken by one of my cousin while i was playing HaHa... We wanted to have a BBQ but because of the weather, we change the venue!!! My aunt and uncle cook food and we all eat in there. The Chicken Wing looks nice and i ate most of it. Haha... There is also sweets given out. I really was having fun with them cos long time no see cos of exam work and soo on... We really bond together as a FAMILY!!!

2006-11-22T08:56:00.000+08:00

On the last weekend, my family and i join the outing organised by the Community Club(CC). We went to the Jurong Bird Park!!! It has been so long that i never been to there and now i have the chances to go.

Early the morning and got ready some drinks and sweets. we went to a nearby coffee shop to have our breakfast. There was a free bus that transport us there and back. We reach there about 9plus. It was a free and easy time so my family and i went all aroound the Bird Park. There is also some shows perform by the Parrots, Birds, Owl and so on... We started to walk around the park. First, we went to see the penguin. It was in the dark and cold place... There is big, there is small and many different kind of Birds u can find there!!! We went to watch the Hawks show and it was fast and scary for me but it is enjoyable!!! It was held at Fuji Hawk Walk, and the show last about half an hour.

Soon it was lunch time!!! All the people all went to the amphitheatre to collect our food!!! One of the MP was there too... It started to rain... so we cant go too far as we are leaving at 2 plus so those who bought umbrella gets to walk those who does not have they either share or they get wet... Luckily, we have a small unbrella so we can walk around. as it was raining heavily and becourse of the time, we never managed to walk the whole place but i really enjoy the trip...

2006-11-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

2006-11-16T11:24:00.000+08:00

HI!!! I m back to blog again...

For the past few day, i am not feeling to good and on wednesday, i need to go ICE-SKATE( Wow...) with my friends. My parents don allowed me to go because i am not feeling to good. on the tuesday night, i wanted to see the doctor whether does they have one-day cure medicine (hahaha) ofcourse they don have so i drank alot of water and sleep that night.

The next morning i felt better and ask my parents whether i can go. they say yes but MUST take care if myself. And i call my friends to confirm with them the time and place. i reached there quite early about 10 plus and some of my friends where already there. It was cold for them but not me and i don know why. Eventhought the price have increase, the skates were free and on over-time charge (only for student) hahaha... We decided to go in first and wait for them inside. I wore the skates and were so heavy and difficult to walk. We slow went in the the Ice. It started to get colder and colder. But when i skate, i felt warm cos i am exercising. Soon the rest of them came and join in with us. Wei fang and tricia were stable in skating and the rest of us so trying to balance ourselves on the ice. I totally forgot about my illness. i know how to skate but not as stable. when i saw that guy who say want to come bowling but in the end never come was there to. It was his first time coming here. Iwanted to help him but when i remember this thing, i would just walk or skate away. We skates in group and when 1 fell, it tent to pull the others down. i did fell aew time. The way i saw Koh tee skate was better then me and he told me it was his first time. He is the kind that learn fast fo to him is nothing. Jd also his first time. he did try but i still does not dare to skates to often. One of our ex-classmate were there to. He was god in ice skating. fast and never fell down. My ex-god bro was there to iwanted to help him but i saw other people teaching him so i just skate away. I am happy that when i offer him sweets he took. and there is not more communication between us anymore. Net, wee sum, koh tee and me sometime skate together. When wee sum laugh, she will loss her balance and cause Net and i fell. But atleast i m happy to help wee sum to skates abit while Net is still unstable.

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-11-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the day that my class has organised an outing which is bowling at CSC (Civil Service Club). Not many people know how to bowl so there is a few of us went only. I thought one of my friends who is the member of this club would come. Cos the price of the bowl will be much cheaper with member, for non-member will be expensive. We waited for awhile then we intent to start the game first. When we wanted to pay the amount, we saw that the price of the bowl is the same for member and non-member. So we play alot of time untill my hand hurt. He still did not turn up after 7 round of game...

The person who does not treat me like a friend went there too but i just play mine and he play his... I thought that maybe through this game, it would be DIFFERENT but no. Its still remain the same... I would not talk to him anymore cos i know that he will not answer me so what is the purporse if i talk then he just say nothing about it. He did talk to others but not me (SOB). Afer the game about 5 plus I plan to go to West Mall to walk around. He did came along, i just talk to other friends of mine then him. Just hope that after the holiday, it WOULD be DIFFERENT...

At West Mall, there was a small fire broke out at the food court (Koufu). Smoke all over the place. Everyone have to get out of the place as it is dangerous. The fire alarm rang. That time we just wanted to go play some games at the E-Zone (game room) but i was scared and waited there untill it is safe. Shops started to close. Fire Fighters were there at the scene... When the fire was put out then they reopen their shops... That was scary experince for me... Lucky I was not inside...

On the wednesday, they orangnise another outing which is to the ice-skating. Wow..... I wonder what would it be ...

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-11-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

Why u want to treat me like this!!!!! First, you don be my God-Broth. Then u say be Normal friends!!! Fine. I accept it... but since then, i talk to u but u never talk to me at all. This is wat u call friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I try my VERY best to change if u don like me( attutide) but still give me that cold shoulder!!! WHY???? U never tell me wat i did wrong then How i change for the better???? The year is ending soon and i want to prove to u guys to see but I afraid NOT...Just wat u want me to do???? I don wish to left behind some regret....( Crying)

CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT MUST I DO !!!!!!!!!!! Everything i try to change but u are still unhappy Then wat? when I ask u, u always don say anything. Cant u just TREAT me like the OTHERS??? Why Why Why Why??? Telll me PLS PLS PLS PLS!!!!

I m always the one in the wrong!!! I do anything u also unhappy... I really wish in the year2007, everything will change when time goes by..................

I HATE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-11-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

You all will ask how is MY result??? Let me tell you!!! It is the same for me. My parents still nagg at me-_- . Wat to do even if my percentage (%) improved, They still say it is not ENOUGH!!!During EXAM is really STRESSFULL!!! I can't even touch my computer "so boring". All my mind was just study Study STUDY...

My percentage increase by 1.8%!!! (1% is about 4 marks) It is better then the MID-Year but some of my subjects is still weak and both my parents and teacher say the same thing. Some subjects i still passed very high marks but they never say anything about it only say the poorer subjects...But all i did was just listen to them allowed them to say what they want to say.......

How i wish there is NO such thing called EXAMs...But this is all FOR OUR OWN GOOD (I Not Stupid) hahaha.....
Nomatter what they are still my Parents and I LOVE THEM

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Hari Raya

I want to wish all muslim friends and teachers A Happy Hari Raya. Hope they enjoy their new year. Eventhought Chinese have 2 days, Is still the same 4 us as we only know how to collect Green Packets!!! XD

Happy Deepavali

I want to wish all Indian friends and teachers A Happy Deepavali. Hope they also enjoy their New Year. Within 1 one wish they can collect as many packets as possible!!! XD

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-22T11:37:00.000+08:00

WOW......

I and my family went to the new VIVOcity which is at the Harbour Front last weekend. It was very crowded although some of the shop is not open yet. This shopping center is the biggest mall all over Singapore. WOW.....

There is also outdoor playground for younger kids. We can see the scenary of Sentosa from there. Just imagine there is 3 Food Court In the same place, And 2 Supermarket. (Giant and Cold Storage) that's a big shopping place for us to go to. We never walk all the places cos it is just to big for as to walk the WHOLE place. I would go early one morning and shop the whole Day!!!!!!

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

I saw IT

On the saturday, i went to BBC (Brass Basah Complex) POP At Center which is the Popular Book Store near Raffles Ciity. Guess wat , I saw Ms Sim (My Geography Teacher) and her Boyfriend!!!!! WaHaHa!!! I was so Shock to meet her at sure places.That time was around 7 plus when I went to the Stationary Department tochoose a pen then I saw her. Wat a Luck day. In School, I thought that She still doesnt have a boyfriend because of her size and height. So that moment, I cant believe that she have a boyfriend. WaHaHa!!!!! And when I walk away, I went to a corner and laugh...

WaHaHa... WaHaHa...

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

Finally Its Over

Exams end on the tuesday which is the 10/10/06. That day is slao 1 of my friends Birthday. Today is Friday. We have got back all the RESULT!!!!! I did PASS but not very well =( . My POA teacher Konws that my Mid-Year POA is very good but why End-Of-Year gone down even I Pass I don noe how to answer him back just walk away.
Next I m Happy about is my Maths, English and my Chinese. I never thought that my maths will get such a high grade. =} My English, Once my teacher came in she said that there is 27 FAILURES. That moment I was very shock. But Guess wat? I PASS!!!!! WOW...... Both my English and Chinese are just lucky to PASS.
I also did fail some sudject. Which is Social Studies (SS). This also pull my geography Down even if I pass my Geo. I m over all Happy as I only fail 1 subject. so just hope my CA2 will pull it up.....

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-11T10:25:00.000+08:00

When He Feels Happy, Im Happy Too

Yesterday is 1 of my friends birthday. I bought him a gift and he said thank u. I was wondering when my birthday will he do the same??? I was shock when he said "thank u" to me as he finally smile and look at me saying that. They went out after school I wish I was there to Celebrate his Birthday with the group of them.

In my class there is 3 Person I admire the most but they doesn't know. After seeing some photo then I know that Im not 1 of the girls that they are ask to go out for. The 3 people are good friends. I just don understand why can't the 3 person treat me the same as the other few girls. My heart suddenly crying. I thought for awhile and i told myself that as long as they r happy, Im also happt for them. Why they are close to other people but not me!!!

End of this year, 1 of the 3 person I admire is going to express and i don noe will we play together like last time. That feelings is horrible just hope it will go off fast.Hope too!!!!!!!!

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

Banana Talks

So happy today!!! Today is my friend's Birthday. I'm so happy also because all my Exam is over!!!haha =) I'm new to the blog but i try to fixed my own tag box and Im so proud of myself. I also wish that my result aare good cos this term i never put in much Effortso i don demand for anything =( . Just hope i can pass and that's enough for me!!!

Pictures

2006-10-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

He is inside this pictre how!!!

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-10-04T17:31:00.000+08:00

Hope someone can let hie or her shoulder to me!!

I have a friend who is a god brother to me. Recently, he told me just to be remain as normal friends. I WANTED TO BUSTED INTO TEARS, but i never i bear with it. I ask him why but he just don wish to say it.
This still cant get over my mind. I don noe how to face him in class. I trust him and a few other friends of his but in the end i gain nothing. This is the felling that no one can expirence it. I try to accept it but i can.
When ever we r in class, i try to talk to him but he never say a single word to me yet after this. I real don noe should i tell him my fellings or not. This cant continued i just want him to noe my feeling ( Sad, Crying, feel like there is no meaning for anything ) Hope after reading this he will understand.

Just simply Me....

2006-07-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

Never been so stress up with my school work before. Just wish there is someone to lent me his or her hear to listen to. Had a tiff with friends and more..... I just don understand WHY?????
What are friends fore? Just hope that it is all over. Everyone makes mistakes. Why not everyone forgive and forget... Does it mean is the end of the road! It does feel hurt with someone saying things that i never done. Is it that everyone will have a day of sadness then they understand how humans feel. Just don get,don understand.........

Just to sad to be separated...

2006-06-03T08:09:00.000+08:00

<=[{belinda}]=>
I and the 9 of my attented the 12th Student Leader Convention just the past 4 days. I was glad to know so many friends were there to help you if you need. I felt sad for the last MOMENT we had together with our friends, Fact and OT.

I just simple can't foget the time we had together and the project on the poposer that we done for the Jangguan. When the first day i don't know eachother but the last day we were like sister and brother can't be separted....

I cried in my heart....

Hm....

2006-05-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

Overjoy with hates

I know that I am in for the this year EX-CO members but i worry as i know tat some of the teacher doesn't like me or treat me the other students. I can feel that she look down on me since I was in sec1.
Eventhough I have been selected to be the Head of Operation, but still this is a new post and I m very worry about it. i worry that I give disappointment to the school. One teacher who picks on me and sometime we have jokes together. What do you think about it????
My EXAM are over and my result are out. To me i don feel bad if i fail and i had try my best. Just wait on the 27/05/06 to meet the parent for report boook... Scary that parent might scold or NAG.....

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-05-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

Happy=) & Sad =(
Today, I want to go for my teacher BBQ but my parents bon allowed. Just because of this, i fight wiht her.... So sad....
Today I m happy because i have PASS the subject that i AIMED to pass....so today today I m both Sad & Happy...

I Don't wish to fight with my parent but I left with on choice.I felt sad after. I don't know what I m doing ....

OH NO !!!

2006-05-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

SICK!!!
I feel sick yesterday.....
Today got Exam LAST PAPER!!!
Don't feel going school you know!!!!
But this morning i feel better so in the end i went to school....
Just to hpoe i can PASS ONLY and that is enough!!!!!!!!!!

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-05-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

Mid-Year Examination.....
How was your exam???
It comes and go so fasthow you want to catch it...
I feel like crying now... how???
What IF i fail......
Just hope will past and that's enough 4 me...
How about yours???
Do you think you can pass???
Just to wish u good luck for the rest of your EXAM...

<=[{belinda}]=>

2006-05-09T16:03:00.000+08:00

Ai Ya....
Don't know what i like...
So please don't mind...
I change my blog again...
Change so time....
So Don't forget if you are my friends tag here....
Thanks...